What else can you do when you are
disappointed?

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Disappointed.

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It's been awhile. I will do a long post after a week or 2 from now.

I really miss ICPU!!
You have no idea how much I miss the environment there, the friendship made, things I learnt and the LECTURERS!!

We truly have the best lecturers ever!!
They truly genuinely care for their students and this is not something they have to do or in their contract. Unlike many lecturers these days, treating their job as a duty.
"You learned?, good. No? that's your problem"

I feel sad for them. and us.



I was reading Sam's blog and found this picture. I was disturbed when I first saw it.



I cannot understand how on earth can someone laugh at something like this. This is serious stuff, and is happening out there.
This is not even funny. I remembered we were having a discussion in our law class in ICPU regarding some similar issues like this.
Someone made a joke out of it and laughed, my lecturer immediately told us off.
That incident never happened ever since because we got the grasp of it.

Sam, how can your lecturer found this to be funny?
My mind cannot comprehend the contradiction,yet.

It is 0406 hours in the morning. I’ve been sleeping at some of the oddest hours due to never ending assignments. After each assignments I’ll probably need days to recuperate from my sleep because I felt I’ve given so much.. I gave MY ALL.. EVERYTHING in order to accomplish them. My body is tired, mind is exhausted, mixed emotions. Each assignments requires so much from us, I literally GAVE MY ALL! Words alone cannot describe how it feels. Trust me. Maybe I haven’t got used to the way it works yet. Currently I have several FINAL ASSIGNMENTS to be done and I couldn’t sleep thinking of it. CREATIVE JUICEs please flow!

Been spending almost 12 hours on-and-off in front of the pc trying to work on ONE of the assignments.
Just when I needed to release stress, I found some reallllly cool music by Basshunter.

 

Check this out!

 

this

 

 

and THIS, you don’t want to miss this.
this guy have got 70 millions view for the following vid

3 final assignments at hand!!
All due about the same
time and creative juices aren't flowing!
God please help me.

  I don't think I am able to do that.What about you?

Wanted to post something, but too lazy.

Was reading an article from Time Magazine regarding corporal punishment. Wah, makes me miss ICPU even more...

I remember I wrote a thesis on it ..

those were the days ... =(

ICPU got degree or not?

Life is filled with choices. In fact, everything that you do or not involves 'choices'.

Life itself is a choice. We make many decisions each day.. what to wear, where to eat, which road to use to avoid traffic, etc

I'm now on my bed and all ready to sleep. But I couldn't afford to let this deep thought flew by just like that because I believed it's extremely crucial for us to understand this.
 
Nigel Barker was supposed to study medicine in his early days. 
However, he decided to take a year break before he begun his 
course. During the 1 year break, he went to try out modeling and soon 
fell in love with this fashion industry. He then decided to forgo his studies and pursue his passion to be a photographer instead.
 
His profiles are available and easily accessible on the net.
Very often as we read it, it sounded very nice. "he forgo his 
studies and pursue his passion to be a photographer"
It might sounds nice, but I believed it wasn't an easy decission. People around him must have given him the best advice, but it's up to him to choose. He must had had a difficult time considering the opportunity cost. And right now, he is living his own life as a result of his decission many years ago. Again, choices.

 
He could have studied medicine and be a doctor right now instead of a 
fashion photographer. He will definitely secured himself a decent income and gained the Doctor title.

Nigel knew clearly what he is passionate about and runs after his dream.

Another thing that constantly haunts us in pursuing our dreams is FEAR.
We are too afraid of how others feel and think or say.
We live in a diverse world. There might be billions of people out 
there...you might have 999 friends on your facebook... or you can have 
many real best friends/soul mates, but you are still alone. You are one.
 
When you are sick, your close ones take good care of you and showered 
you with lots of TLC.. But they cannot be sick together with you/for you, they cannot help you go through the recovery process. You have to go through it yourself.
 
 We must always do things that we are passionate about or spend your whole life doing things that your family/friends passionate about. You 
are living your own life. You are the one whom will run this race till the end..

 What is your passion?

 
Fear not, or die regretting.